I have always had the feeling that my general mood is
loosely tied to the weather conditions.
But I have now realized that I need to separate those two things as soon
as possible or it is going to be a long two years. It is colder here than I expected – it is not colder than
normal, just colder than I expected it would be at my final site. It is also very rainy – which is
actually great news for the area as rain is desperately needed after an
extremely dry winter – but being cold and wet is not one of my favorite states
of being. On Saturday I gave in to
the weather and barely stepped outside the whole day. I was grumpy and annoyed and accomplished nothing in the
process. When I woke up Sunday to
find the same conditions, I decided that I it was not going to make things
better to have a repeat of the day before. Instead, I got ready for the day in my usual fashion and
made breakfast and started to clean things around the house…all tasks that I
skipped on Saturday when I opted only to lay in bed. I started to feel quite a bit better and even though it was
still very cool, very gray and very wet outside, there were things that I could
do that did not make the day feel like a waste. Even though I could not get my “outside” things done
(laundry, trip to the store), I found a few “inside” things to keep me busy –
and as a bonus, I discovered that I can listen to several local radio stations
on my cell phone. One of them is
even an English-speaking station that plays popular American and South African
songs from the “80s, 90s, and today!”
While I am sure that I will continue to lose the weather v. mood battle
from time to time, this one small victory makes the rainy days to come seem a
little brighter.
Hope you beat the mood! Great to hear from you. My family and I miss you!!
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